All my life, I have lived in this fairy tale. I have always thought things to be perfect, or have always wanted things to be perfect. I have always had this HIGH ambition and have always dreamt REALLY big. Now I realize that its all a waste of time, and as my fairy tale of a life comes crashing right before my eyes, I build up a new world... a world that is based on WHAT IS not WHAT CAN BE... because I am not certain of what can be.. but can bet my life on what I know for sure.... what is!
I guess I need to redirect.. redirect my everything. I need some structure in my life, I need to get rid of all the loose strings....
I need to learn to be either Hot or Cold... this lukewarm behaviour has not gotten me anywhere...
Me? I am dissapointed
Me? I am hurt
Me? I am..... well, lets just say
Welcome to the world Akunna.. "we've been long expecting your arrival"
