The struggle to remain strong always proves to be daunting. To smile, to laugh the fascade created to simulate happiness
It hurts to hurt and to act like your hurt is a void emotion,........ not worthy.
Why cant I hurt aloud, and let the pain run through me?
Why must I, for the sake of others hypocrisy keep the very thing that makes me ME enslaved?
Then define passion- and truthfulness to oneself
I hate nothing more than when people use psuedo-spiritual methods as a means of alleviation.
It is not an analgesic.
NO It does not make me feel better.
It does not take away my pain.
I AM NOT OK
STOP!
Allow me to face reality, and face it with me.
"there are many things to be grateful for"
"there are people in worse situations"
YES
HOWEVER!!
all those "blessings" in comparison to my current state of mind is irrelevant.
Don't make me feel less than-greedy or ungrateful just because I'm caught up by my lifes waves.
my heart yearns a realistic- a tangible solution- not some fairytale (All is well)
