As it all comes to an end, I am overwhelmed with a million different feelings. Well, in all honesty, they are not that different, they are actually all in the same category. I feel disappointed (in myself) I feel like a let down, even though I have this degree I have accomplished nothing. I am confused and of distraught mind. I dont know whether to cry everyday or to keep pretending that everything is and will be ok. My future is soo undetermined and that is the most painful aspect of all. Everything I have planned for myself I did not one. For some reason I lack motivation to reach my goals. I am about to graduate and I should be excited, but I am sad (for lack of a better word) I feel like drowning myself in my own tears, but what will that accomplish? NOTHING....
I am trying to maintain... but times like this....it is proving to be .....
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