Today is Sunday
another week has started
I wonder how it will be-
I am really scared and really anxious to enter into it
I wish they had free counseling services..
its like I am the Doctor and the patient at the same time
I wish I can go through this week without ONE spasm (wishful thinking)
but on a serious note, I would like to stay positive for like 5 hours straight.
All this congests my heart, it add extra stress to it, it beats 5,000 times faster...
this is the most painful most heartbreaking way to die....
this is called a slow and painful death
I need to be lifted out of this low, I know that there is SOMETHING out there that can give me inspiration
I just wish I can see it- or at least have an idea of what it is...
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